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[09 Jul 2006|03:58pm] |
i cant believe he threw that at me. what? he threw something at you? yes, yes he did. a hat. a hat? yes a hat, but still. it's the point of the matter that something was thrown at me do you think he ment it? no, but its too late. what did you do? i sat there, in total silence. not a word was said to him. i just..i cant believe someone could hurt you so much, and have such power in the palm of their hand.
im still in shock. all i can do is sit here..in silence.
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[04 Aug 2005|06:36am] |
time with asho was fun.
things with muchacho are okay, we're still just friends..with special rules.
i donthave much to say...everything is super. i cant complain i suppse.
im so fucked up.
peace.
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| the greatest fall of all time |
[15 Jul 2005|01:52am] |
i get a call around 9:30 and its ashley..and shes like IM IN DANBURY! im like WHATTTTTTTTTT?!?!!!!!!!!! so i hung out with her tonight for a couple of hours. it was awesome..i havnt seen her in like 8 months. i dont think ive ever hugged anyone for so long. lol. we're such losers. but it was really ncie to see her, i had a lot of fun. and shes hopefully coming down soon again to stay a few days with me which would be awesomeeee. my partner in crime, haha.
highlights:
LADIES IS PIMPS TOO! IVE GOT SOMETHING FOR YOU SEAN...SHUT THE FUCK UP! TIE YOUR SHOES! Don't dance when there is music, they'll beat you up. I think I'll just have a puff.. oh man, you could TOTALLY see my snatch. ILL KICK YOU IN THE BOX! - Do you like my skirt? It's too short.. butbutbutbut, do you like it? yes, ashley. it looks cute. okay.. -
pictures soon to be posted!
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[16 Jun 2005|08:56pm] |
everday is getting easier, but i keep missing her more. gah.
tomorrow is graduation. thank god.
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[22 Apr 2005|11:13am] |
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im in such a terrible mood right now. i cant take anything emotionally with the kids today, so i called out. i love seeing them, but my moods are on a swing set today. i dont want to yell at them or get so fed up i stop caring. i told shelly that i was throwing up all this morning and she said that it was 100% okay. thank god. i just need someone to talk to..but no ones there. what a suprise.
so i have a free day today...but i dont know how im going to spend it.
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This journal happens to be
FRIENDS ONLY!
& even then most of it is privite.
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